a LITTLE bit stronger...

So I have been dealing with a lot of stuff lately... especially it be Valentines day and at the end of this month there is another day that HAD special meaning to it, but it doesn't anymore, and I have found myself in a very low and dark place and I haven't really figured out how or when I will be able to come out of it. So in this post I just wanted to leave ya'll with this song that was brought to my attention by a close friend of mine and its by Sara Evans.... I literally have been listening to this song every morning just to help motivate me to go on with my day and take everything just one step at a time......

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger

Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby


I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Ennie, Meenie, Miney, Mo

When it comes to finding a guy I am interested in am I being too picky? Do I need to lower my standards or should I keep searching until I find the kind of guy I feel like I deserve? I mean i understand that Im not anything near the next Beyonce or Hallie Berry but is it too much to ask for just a good guy? I have gone out with my girl friends plenty of times and have been the only one to go home empty handed and it makes me think.... am I looking for too much in a man? Im I worried too much about the 40% personality 60% looks ratio that I by pass all the other guys that could be amazing!? I personally think think that personality is a huge part in when finding a guy because if he's more into how he looks than how he acts around me or anyone for that matter then he would not be the guy for me..... But I feel like guys are way too much into looks than personality when it comes to them looking for a girl and thats where Im out of the game... :(  thats why its not me.... its you.